I seem to have left you hanging! After almost 5 months of being off of SSRI’s I am here to say all is well. No it is better then well, it is great. If you remember the longest I had made it in the past was 6 months, and I felt I had no choice but to return to the medication. This time, I believe it is because of the iboga, I am not having any symptoms that lead me to believe that I will ever need to return.
All of the negative side effects such as brain zaps, swooshes, mood swings were in moderation compared to last attempts and I can say with out a doubt that I am more focused, present and in touch then ever before. I am cooking again! Hard to believe, but it is true. I am finding I am focusing more to the details of my art and really enjoying the process, as opposed to only looking to the finished result. I have much more balance in my life and am happy.
I really believe it is all because of the iboga!
Here is to life with out SSRI’s damaging my mind, my body or my spirit!